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在我看来，这些励志比麻木更加恐怖——你痛恨这件事情，结果却完全认同了这个方式。你不是痛恨这个游戏规则，只是痛恨自己玩不好。
The reason I hadn't washed my clothes or my hair was because it seemed so silly.
I saw the days of the year stretching ahead like a series of bright, white boxes, and separating one box from another
was sleep, like a black shade. Only for me, the long perspective of shades that set off one box from the next had suddenly
snapped up, and I could see day after day after day glaring ahead of me like a white, broad, infinitely desolate avenue.
It seemed silly to wash one day when I would only have to wash again the next.
It made me tired just to think of it.
I wanted to do everything once and for all and be through with it.
我听了一惊，心想：宗教的起因，可能是对身边苦难的直接反应。但一旦产生便不再受一时一地的限制，因此也无法具体地整治一时一地。你看悠悠两千五百多年，佛祖思虑重重的这条道路，究竟有多少进步？
